My 21st

I'm freaking out a bit because my birthday's coming up in May and it's my 21st so I need to organise something but I'm not really sure what to do.. I'm thinking about having a bbq and going out but my mum wants caterers and it's turning into this big thing and I'm quite paranoid about it because I don't have that many friends so I didn't want anything to big.. Anyway still got a lot to figure out, better do something about it I suppose, until next time bye..